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Sunday, October 31, 2004
haiz
my brain is underworked and overpaid. the dream of every person under a payroll...
I need to go and study. go and study go and study. byebye.
ps: disclaimer -my brain is paid in food :)
lin~*
10:32 pm
Saturday, October 30, 2004
Another sweet, beautiful, meaningful song :)
Oh I'd rather be alone
Like I am tonight
Than settle for the kind of love
That fades before the morning light
...
I believe in love, I believe in love
A love that's real, love that's strong
Love that lives on and on
Yes I believe in love
~ I Believe in Love, Dixie Chicks
lin~*
9:34 pm
mm happy :)
nice dinner, had thai food :) ate more rice than i have at one go for like 1 mth liao heh.
anw, dad's company, petrafoods, is having an ipo, getting listed and all. and i'm the proud owner of 1 SHARE. well, that effectively means i own 1/576000000 of the company. the smallest of the small fry ever of the shareholders. heh not bad. and i only spent 83cents haha. yay! i own 1/576000000 of a cocoa/chocolate company. how exciting is that? haha. if i make money, i'll effectively be able to afford stall1 ice tea with my profits. whee!
the contractor came today, spent the large part of the day discussing and deciding stuff for my hse. i'm most likely going to have a brown & pink earthy tone room, contemporary style...with a pink and white tiled toilet. woohoo! i'll have to see the pink tiles first. i do not want a bright crazy electric pink toilet. get constipation only haha. and i get one of those cool glass bowl sinks. funky! haha. right now my rm and toilet is white and green. woohoo what a change.
yes so i'm a happy girl now :) yay
lin~*
8:55 pm
Friday, October 29, 2004
on this day next month...
on this day next mth, this very second.. i will probably be trapsing around town... reveling in my new found freedom from the bondage of the oh-so-stifling As. YES. haha.
fantastic notions. fun thoughts. rjc's moving to bishan campus on 5dec, the day of grad nite. POOR 24ths! last year we slogged the whole day at shangri-la prepping grad nite before the j3s arrived. but this yr, they'll have to help w the sch moving first, then chiong down to prep for our grad nite. poor poor 24ths. haha all i remember doing last yr was arranging flowers at celene's house for the prom queen/king and the 1st n 2nd runner up. THAT was definitely very fun. :) flowers are so pretty... haha and mixing their vibrant colours with the deep greens of exotic leaves makes them look even nicer!
here's a tip: if u ever have to make more than 1 bouquet, go to far east flora, get fresh flowers n leaves and wrapping paper and ribbon in bulk, and make them urself, u'll save about 50-60% of the cost of a bouquet u get frm a florist. :)
am considering going on a 8wk detox diet to get rid of all the yucky chemicals in my system tt have been accumulating for 18yrs. haha. but this is stupid. cos all i can eat then is like nothing. no rice, no bread, no meat, no processed food at all... only veggies, nuts, fruits, water, brown rice..etc. ok bad idea. it sounds fantastic for 1day, 2 even.. but 8wks?!? no good food. no egg tarts, no cheesecake.. that takes all the fun out of life doesnt it?
lin~*
12:19 pm
Thursday, October 28, 2004
practs over :)
practs over :) not too bad i guess, cross my fingers and hope for the best larh.
gp next wk. time to jiayou for that A2 :) but dunno how hmmz. ohwellz
denise's (sel's sis) wedding pics are beautiful, she looks so resplendent in her gown, and the photographer (whom she and her husband specially flew frm s'pore to n.carolina for their wedding..) captured the whole thing so nicely. heh. happy for her!
suddenly i hafta think of my grad nite dress. dunt feel like. dunt care haha. i'll modify my sec4 dress and wear it if i have to. haha. the only dress i own now. wow.
somehow am very unexcited abt this prom. i remember yun, sarah, di and si n i being quite excited abt our sec4 one, esp with the overnight stuff we did in the room after the thing.. (remember how the shangri la hotel manager came around to check the rooms cos we were cramming way too many ppl per rm? haha)
lin~*
8:46 pm
Monday, October 25, 2004
ladida :)
hmmz. phys pract was ok. i was one of the lucky 50% of ppl who got to work on the tedious pendulum question first. and all throughout watching the oscillations and counting from 0 to 20, lawrence's explanation of why u have to make the oscillations small kept running through my head. haha so dumb but at least i know i know rite. oh and THANK YOU ALEX! haha he left the apparatus for the next circuit qn in a nice conducive position for me. :) thanks!
tmr cambridge interviews. hmmz. scared. but dun care. it's an academic interview anw, and according to herman, the ppl are really patient and nice. so i'm ok. even if i dunno how to ans also must ask intelligent questions. yes. hahahaha.
ran 6k today. i'm in love with this cute little girl who has by now become an integral part of my everyday running. she's always playing in her garden at around 6+ which is the time i run... and everytime i go past her, she'll stop whatever she's doing and wave and say hello jiejie.. haha. so adorable!!! *gushes*
lin~*
9:18 pm
Saturday, October 23, 2004
how we die...
ten thousand ways we could die...
on heart failure alone: angina, infarction... your myocardium (cardiac muscles) become weak/die, resulting in reduced blood flow to your other parts of the body. by normal homeostasis, your kidney makes up for the decrease in blood volume by increasing reabsorption of water and salts into your blood; ie more fluids in your body. heart pumps weakly, fluid accumulates in the end of your limbs and in your lungs (the far ends of both the greater and weaker circulatory systems as they are classically known)... and you literally drown in your own body fluids. From the inside.
On the outside, in the meantime, you are weaker, your blood vessels are likely to have an aneurysm, your legs are swollen with excess fluid, breathless, chest pains (angina pectoris), tinge of blue on your lips and fingertips due to insufficient oxygen.. eventually you die cos of a burst blood vessel when you suddenly exert (remember the aneurysm?) or pneumonia, or kidney/liver failure.
"Heart disease begets heart disease"... like a positive feedback cycle. haiz.
One malfunction affects almost every other organ in your body, and you could just die as a result, from a thousand other ways from the rest of the other organs.
haha been reading this book i got last time "How we die"... its depressing yet clinically interesting. At this very moment as i sit here typing, and you sit here reading, we all have already begun the long ardous process of dying. Our DNA are constantly being mutated by mutagens, eventualy we accumulate enough of them to get cancer (tt's y cancer usually occurs in older ppl). Alternatively, our cells, whether brain or not, are constantly dying, and some of these are irreplaceable and we degenerate slowly...OR... imagine the plaque of lipids accumulating in your blood vessels resulting in artherosclerosis... etcetcetc.
Amazing how a million and one ways can eventually lead all of us to the same end. HMMZ.
lin~*
8:44 pm
Thursday, October 21, 2004
another beautiful song i've always loved!~*
Late at night when all the world is sleeping
I stay up and think of you and
I wish on a star
That somewhere you are thinking of me too'
Cause I'm dreaming of you tonight'
Til tomorrow I'll be holding you tight
And there's nowhere in the world
I'd rather be
Than here in my room dreaming about you and me
Wonder if you ever see me and I wonder if you
Know I'm there (Am I there)
If you looked in my eyes would you see what's inside
Would you even care I just wanna hold you close but so far
All I have are dreams of you
So I wait for the day and the courage to say
How much I love you
Yes I do
i'll be dreaming of you tonight'
Til tomorrow I'll be holding you tight
And there's nowhere in the world I'd rather be
Than here in my room dreaming about you and me...
~ Dreaming of you, Selena
sweet beautiful song... i used to stay up at wee hours in my room a couple of years ago, gazing at the stars from my window, playing this song over and over again in the dark... it has such an ethereal and magical feel to it. idol today reminded me of this song and those times again!
lin~*
9:58 pm
Wednesday, October 20, 2004
my name :)
tmr's alevel biopracts. dunno why i'm still online. wait that's cos of the biopract slides! yes. good excuse :)
anw, that was beside the point. whilst searching in my parents' room for an elusive book, i came across this scribbled piece of paper my parents used when they chose my name! haha. if i were a boy, i would have been Chen Han. imagine. Chin Han. weird... but since i'm a girl, i'm Chen Huilin, meaning clever, and beautiful like jade. HMMZ. sorry daddy mummy i didn't turn out like what u wanted. there were lotsa other options too.. heh but i guess my parents, not knowing that an approximate few thousand other people out there share this name, named their little girl that too. not that i dunt like it... its just is this way. haha and the hyphen? mum said at the birth cert place, my dad was so proud of my name he JUST had to add sthg else to it, to make it MORE special :) so sweet. anw, my name's still special cos of the hyphen and in chinese it isn't written like most others. i only know one other person with the exact chinese name as me. kelly chen. woohoo! i actually get to see my name on chinese movie titles, billboard charts etc. who else has that man haha...
had a nightmare last night... woke up crying... haiz.
lin~*
11:03 am
Tuesday, October 19, 2004
my day in school...
spent an extremely fruitful day in school mugging..
felt soooo nostalgic walking ard school today, with the banners and all up.. watching the 24ths prep for open house. i have resolved to go this friday to bask in the openhse atmosphere once again! haha. its interesting how as i walk around, thinking stuff like how come the ccas havent started the boards already, why isnt the rest of the school helping out.. etcetc then i remember that this isnt our openhse 2003 anymore.. haha its the 24ths' turn... and i should learn to let go... :)
but felt really good when i saw how they reused many of our old ideas, like the cca placements in the spexgal, the floormap in the concourse, the central platform in the hall (my brainchild!), the banner over the concourse (adapted from wenkien's netting thing) etcetcetc... and it was amazing how they improvised summore! haha the 24ths have a lot of artists there, like my buddy :), and they have beautiful shower curtains painted with hibiscus and the location name.. so u'll never ever miss where the canteen is or whatever... wow...
kodak moment.. walking across the concourse, listening to the choir acapella grp rehearse... and just as they started a beautiful, absolutely beautiful rendition of the school anthem, i saw mr hodge outside the office, smiled at him, he smiled back... turned and suddenly saw wenkien (and claire *wink*) who looked equally surprised to see bth of us there at that instant too.. haha.. then memories of all the prepping, planning, seeing mr hodge etcetc just came flooding back.. heh..
one thing im really glad for is that the 24ths dint get so much problems from the admin as we did last time... and well they're taking this really well, at a good pace.. like shawn and karen definitely do not seem as tired or burnt out as all of us were last year... esp the comm heh... i'm happy for them :)
i miss open house haha....
lin~*
9:12 pm
Monday, October 18, 2004
me now...
haha munching on mum's truly heavenly carrot cake... i resolve to bake a cheesecake after As. haha
me now:
what i really want to be doing:
sleeping haha... ALONE, unlike in that pic heh.. oh wellz... its fantastic weather to sleep in.
btw, i love that pic.. its like my fave pic or sthg.. its so honey-bunny-warm-fuzzy-happy-sappy kind of sweet! haha... its such an AWWWWW... picture.
ok enuff of my lousy descriptive skills.
lets get back to the world of annular/reticulate/scalariform/helical/spiral kind of descriptive language. of the types of lignification of xylem vessels. of all things. what an anticlimax. hai.. .
lin~*
2:05 pm
Sunday, October 17, 2004
my farewell assembly photos :)
haha i got around to uploading the photos i took from farewell on friday.
click here! if u want to view it!
lin~*
3:16 pm
Saturday, October 16, 2004
LONG entry, read at ur own risk. haha.
feverish today, totally no mood to do work. haiz. slept the afternoon away after a panadol actifast which dint work that fast afterall.. haha. oh wellz. one word: screwed. for As that is. oh no!! haha. just did a time table, 45more days to liberation for the next 9mths or so... i should study whilst i still can right? haha. enjoy studying while it lasts. yeah. cos then for the next 5-6 years i'll get sick of books again.
yesterday's farewell assembly was very nice, tho reminiscent of prom night haha... all people did was to go around, take photos with people, so its like a typical thing wld go:
walk around, "hi! eh lets take photo!"
person replies, "Ok!"
then smile, pose, grin ur hardest... ('smell!' according to don)
"ok thankyou! seeya around k?"
befitting of a farewell? so anw i managed to take abt 50photos and will link them when i get around to. haha hmmz. school catered soggy chicken colonel burger+mushy (read: disgusting) potato wedges from KFC for the whole school... nice gesture, too bad there's this thing called condensation and cooling that kills the food. haha or it'd be pretty nice actually. haven't had msg or grease in SO long. haha.
and the 24ths and council teachers got us nicenice chocobanana cake from secret recipe. gosh the banana in that cake was SO good and fresh! yesh haha. lotsa cream tho... dun care haha.
and there was a nice farewell at the spex gal where the 24ths spelt out 'RAFFLES' in light sticks in table arrangement-fashion, and everyone had a sparkler each and we sang the school song for the last time, in the dark with a thousand sparklers lit up, facing the field with the light sticks. NICE. heh. then everyonekept throwing the sparkers onto the track. beautiful, really. looked like a thousand shooting stars that originates from behind u. haha. sel, zhihan, don n i were on the front row, and well it was frankly scary, cos there were a few misguided throws that almost landed near us. haha. parts of the track got burnt white after that too... oops haha. poor nus high sch. aww.... hee.
stress.. haha must study!!! my progress report says that i should get a perfect score if i continue to work hard, aka AAAA, A1, DD. I'M SURE I'LL GET THIS LARH. argh. so anyone who sees it after my As and knows my real score, which will NOT be that, will think that i haven't been working hard. smart man... pressurize me to study. which i desperately need to start doing haiz.
will someone, anyone please slap me if u dunt see me studying in the next week or so. thanks.
ok off to cafe cartel for dinner now! haha my granny loves the rodeo ribs. yay!
lin~*
6:21 pm
Friday, October 15, 2004
relieved.. whew
went to check my email on a gut feeling a few mins ago, and turns out that the intuition of a woman never fails... haha. finally received my cambridge email tt said i got an interview. whew. yay. haha. 26 Oct 1120am. i think i got pooled, and not interviewed by corpus. but anw, who cares? haha yay! :)
lin~*
1:37 am
Thursday, October 14, 2004
what i really want now...
haiz. so many things happening lately, at home, in school.. everywhere. sheesh. i really want to focus on my studies, so that i hopefully wunt screw Alevels up like i nearly did for prelims... get the grades i want, i need... just 6 and a half more weeks, about 46 more days or so... so irritating. i'm sorely tempted to become a recluse, lock myself up in the room again and just try to mug, just that i'll probably go crazy and irritable instead heh. my worst enemy is myself, and i only have myself and my stupid brain to conquer...
i miss me at olevels.. haha. what happened to me? hmmz...
lin~*
9:57 pm
waiting.. haiz..
my cambridge acknowledgement hasn't come back yet... tho i've gotten my ucas reply. been checking my mail everyday. cam's interviews are supposed to be next wk in school. oh wellz. i should start resigning myself to accepting that i'll probably not be getting in there or sthg. maybe corpus christi (the college in cam i'm applyin to..) is just slow in sending out replies...heh. no big deal anw, my parents get to save about $400 000 if i dunt get to uk med.. heh. woohoo!
i should start looking at australia. anyone knows where/how i can start?
lin~*
6:57 pm
Tuesday, October 12, 2004
runrunrunrunrun run faster!!!!!
did 8km this evening... proud of myself :) just ran and ran and ran this ultra long route around bedok to tanah merah etcetcetc... before heading home haha... yay! happy :) if i can keep this up for a few more months, maybe can lose weight! haha then wunt be the little (no wait.. big) piggy anymore :)
i want to do stuff! i want to learn inline skating, take up ballet again, go for pilates/ yoga/ kickboxing... i want to jump around and be happy.. make new friends.. maybe even learn salsa!! haha read this article about salsa in life! on sunday, and it seemed so fun!! i want haha... but right now... this very instant, i want to climb a rock wall. i miss climbing rock walls.. haiz. haha.
i also want to go penang, visit my granny and cousins there, cycle around and eat all the good food at the places themselves instead of aunty buying hme for me... char kuay teow at sister's on macalister rd, chee cheong fun at kek seng, almond milk at i forgot what street, chendol, kuay kak, penang laksa... etcetcetc... ahhhh... can feel myself getting fat frm all this food liao.. haha
have to wait till As end... waiting patiently... wait wait wait...
lin~*
7:43 pm
Monday, October 11, 2004
boo~*
just got back from seeing my tua ee n cousin off to the bus station at rochor... conclusion of a very fun trip for them and tiring but fun weekend for me :)
my cousin's only 22, 4yrs older than me.. yet she seems eons older... ok she's much more hyperactive than i am tho, successfully dragged my uncle and aunt around the zoo to see every animal except the baboon in 6hrs today. i could never do that...haha. i mean older cos she's like going to start her 4th year of med sch at new zealand next year... she's got this steady bf whom she's been with forever and i think they might actually get married next yr... :S haha
so scary. she's like the eldest of my generation on my ma's side, and i'm the 3rd eldest.. its quite scary to think that in the near future, like in a few yrs time, i'll be in uni, graduating.. working... maybe even getting married! hmmz... *ponders* never really thought of the possibility of marriage yet tho haha. i'm too young!!!!!!
getting too old... too soon :( all my cousins i still think of as little toddlers whining and everything are like pri 5/6 already. woah.
anw, i chopped my hair off! sudden decision i made at the hairdresser's yesterday. haven't completely reconciled with the fact that i suddenly have short hair now. haha. i feel llike a little boy... but its not so bad larh. heh.
had a great wkend and played tennis in sch again today... :) i'm a happy girl..
except for the minor fact that alevel practs start next wk.... dear john kindly told me this morning or i wldn't have realised haha. haiz. must study!! no more slacking :( i like slacking haiz...
lin~*
8:59 pm
Friday, October 08, 2004
last last last day of official school...
today was a fantastic day... :)
skipped my first and last ever lecture... physics, this morning, and spent it in the room with wenkien doing work .. kaihan n shu popped by now and then as they got absolutely bored with the lecture.. and shu n i did this hilarious skit on how wk should propose to claire.. haha.. really perked up my morning there.. heh.. and i shld really have started ponning earlier, haha its really fun to! sheesh. slacker me. cannot pon and i'm glad i dint till now...
yes. then the rest of the day, all the lessons were really short. all the teachers came in, and did a little bit of stuff, then left.. but befittingly somehow, we had all our lessons today.. had mrs chan for the last gp ( i still remember my first gp class!), mr yeo for the last ever chem.. haiz he was so serious and normal as though he dint care it was the last time he was seeing us all together like this, mr lim for phys, where we teased him crazy about this female friend of his whom he was telling us about, ms teh for bio... the story about her toenail..
haiz now no more classes. no more funky funny loud exuberant so3i...
had lotsa breaks, cos every lesson was about half an hour.. even the 2hr practicals... so we breaked big time... haha.. went to the library to borrow some books. i'm absolutely intent on upping my gp b3 to an a2 at any cost..
i'll def miss my class... how zhimin, daryl, em, huiling and sau never fail to make interesting comments in class... how we ALWAYS tease the guys... esp nick and shengxiang haha.. serjin's out of pt, totally non-sequitter remarks during gp... my pw group during our supersuper terrible but i guess fun meetings last year... and everyone else too! i'll also miss my spot in ts15.. that particular one in the front row tt's second frm the whitewashed-orange wall on the LHS next to emily... haha
after classes at 3 (cos mr yeo ended super early.. totally un-him cos he values every second of lesson time), read in the rm for awhile.. helped shu with her totally longwinded and convoluted plan of how she's gonna celebrate buddy's bday sheesh haha..
then went to play tennis with amogh and wenkien! woahwoahwoah.. it was damn fun playing tennis liddat with those 2 big time jokers.. haha. unfortunately wk n i dint know how to play properly, whilst amogh was the pro... haha so we just anyhow hit anywhere and let poor amogh run to receive the ball.. (hahahaha sorry amogh...) nicenice memories of unsuccessfully trying to receive amogh's super fast and zai shots, of wk's attempts to play err... alternative-tennis... haha of laura who came later to join... playing as she was talking on her hp... sheesh.. then went to run awhile, and sat on my fave spot outside the room, on the stand, feeling the cool rj breeze and admiring the trees by the track that're in full bloom now.. wow... :)
sorry if this has been a long account of how i spent my day haha. but it was a really fantastic day where i'll have many many fond memories of... its quite sad n i somehow feel quite nostalgic that rj won't ever be the same again, but it was def great whilst it lasted. yes. i love school. haha.
tmr looking forward to another fun day again! haha yay! life is good :)
lin~*
8:10 pm
Thursday, October 07, 2004
ouch :(
ouchouchouchouch... yesterday went crazy and exercised so much... haiz. feeling the painful aftereffects today. my legs ache like hell... haizhaizhaiz.
dint get that D i wanted. got an M instead... oh wellz. at least its a M.. haha.
final tally AAAB, B3, 2Ms... i'm just alright with it... haha my mum's really happy tho. which is good anw cos then she'll get off my case for awhile.. ok considering she dint actually realise that i'm taking Alevels in a few wks till like 3days ago.. haha.. then she went abit crazy and kept asking me to study.. but prelims just ended last wk!!!!!!! *sob*
haha i feel like ponning a lecture. can't believe i haven't ponned a lecture in my entire jc life.. today almost ponned either maths or chem lect, but somehow always someone dragged me back in haha. haiz. i shall not go for phys lect tmr *winks haha..
but its so weird. tmr's last official day of sch for j2s... can't believe my last official day of lessons in rj end tmr. i totally have no feelings whatsoever about the whole thing.. hmm. no more supercold lt1... no more super cold and smelly-after-the-j1s-use-it ts15... no more sweltering practs with mr yeo yelling at terence not to do unorthodox chem experiments or bio practs with him putting everything in his mouth haha... in a short while, no more being senior councillor, but alumni liao.. haha haiz everything's happening so fast.. so fast.. too fast..
lin~*
9:11 pm
Wednesday, October 06, 2004
hello :)
hmmz. haven't blogged in awhile, came online for awhile daily but didn't have much to say here.
been in a crazy exercising mood, every other day i just keep running, swimming, jumping around, doing random exercises, as though to work off all the excess energy or sthg... haha. dunno. not much appetite either. haha this is good for losing weight though... haha.. hmmz.
prelim results have been astonishingly alright, especially for chem.. so far have got AAAB, B for that crazy physics paper.. B3 for gp, M for chemS that was close to a D amazingly... and tmr i'll get back bioS for which i really hope to get a D.. i'm pretty happy i guess, but somehow feel quite nonchalant about it. Really thought i'd die very badly before though... hmm ok larh. maybe i'm nonchalant cos deep down despite all the complaining and worrying on the outside, what i really wanted to get was the 4As... haha. shldn't have slacked off for phys... shldn't have...
shall study harder for As... can't have that slipshod attitude i took prelims with anymore.. :) jiayou everyone!
lin~*
7:36 pm
Saturday, October 02, 2004
slackslackslackslackslacker
haha... today was damn slack. i woke up. talked to the contractor/interior decorater about my hse w my parents. lunched. went back to sleep. wokeup. went swimming. dinner. and maybe now im going back to sleep again... haha nah i'll never get to sleep. looks like i'm studyin quite hard even though prelims are over.. studying my eyelids. haha.. and my dreams too. have had weird dreams lately. dunno why. overactive grey matter maybe *shrugs* too bad it isn't as active when i'm actually doing an exam paper...
wah overate for the first time in ages today. had nice sushi buffet for dinner. i wonder why ppl bother to eat buffets. though its nice i guess, its really bad for you and fattening. its so sinful to overeat cos we have surplus food here when people elsewhere in the world are starving. haiz. life's so unfair aint it? hmmz.
yay going to sentosa tomorrow. !
lin~*
10:54 pm
Friday, October 01, 2004
exams over!!!
haha yeah.. after so... no wait... too long a time, the horrendous, pissifying prelims are finally like FINALLY over!! yay! after 3essays in 2.5hrs about genetics and water.. sheesh can still hear qiantai, wenkien, kaihan and yingheng yelling about water... heh nvm.
anyway, yun and sarah took me, for the first time, to kbox, and since they're mandopop lovers, we spent like 5hrs belting out chinese songs.. ok fine. they were singing the chinese songs and me popping in whenever i hear a song i'm vaguely familiar with, which is like basically limited to jay chou and sun yanzi hahaha.. but oh wellz. nevertheless funfunfun! and singing to di over the phone b4 i hadta leave was totally stress-relieving, and yeah... anw, it helped me to forget my prelim-blues.. heh thanks dearies!
oh and i totally dunt know how to read traditional chinese, which is what the lyrics on the screen are in.. haha here and there i'll like stop cos i cant read the word. sheesh. so much for winning some chi essay thing bleargh. hahahaha.. i need to brush up on chinese...
yes... then dinner.. where cheesecake was really nice! secret recipe's marble cheesecake is nice! yay! blatant advert but since no one reads this anw, it doesn't make a difference. haha.
and tonight, give up ur idea of making me study the underside of my eyelids, lawrence... haha.. i shall go do sthg... which i will decide shortly. yes. :)
lin~*
10:44 pm
