lavanderblues

Saturday, January 15, 2005

back again!

haha gosh. i havent updated in about 2wks maybe? less but thereabouts. anyhow, i feel like a freak now, filling up my days with some kind of weird feverish fervour... and the rest of the free time, if i'm not trying to find some sort of society i can volunteer at, or spending time with lawrence or other frens, i'm like busy poring through my diary, trying to find other stuff to fill it up.
things at nus are going great... lessons are alright i guess, the practs are fun... and i'm slowly making friends. being the only rj person there, at least 1 yr younger than everyone else, and taller as well (eunice herself said how my height intimidates other ppl frm approaching me already haha), with no orientation of any sort, with all the science yr1s already pally pally with everyone else does not really help. but i'm slowly getting there. occasional periods between classes where i'll sit somewhere, stone and read by myself for 2hrs still occur... but i guess its alright larh. just had a field trip to the zoo yesterday, and thank god for joel, whom without i'd have felt super extra (again), going around, painfully trying to strike up conversations with people who look like they much rather look at the monkey in the cage instead of you. anyhow, lectures at uni are diff frm jc in that the lecturers dunt try to rush through every single slide. there are frequent breaks, and well, some of the lecturers are actually really good. and in the practs, having 1 TA to 12 students really helps alot. am reminded of the numerous "miss teh! mammm!" during bio practs where she'd rush around trying to talk to all of us, feeling like a sheep (cos we call her maaaa-am).

i'm supposed to be running now. sheesh. another lack of self motivation to get my butt and sweat glands going. gah. have to rush off now, and be back by 645 so tt can go for dinner at club. haiz.
fattening life. zero exercise, tho i admit i've been walking alot.
and my mum seems to think i know EVERYTHING about bio that she comes to me for every little thing about her dear new plant that has water droplets on its leaves and looks like its drying up. ohwells

lin~*
6:17 pm