lavanderblues

Thursday, January 20, 2005

gahses.

was in an ultra high happy hyper mood yesterday and early today. that got watered down when i fell asleep instead of running/ discovered i gained 1kg (expectedly since i ate and slacked so much)/mum started becoming antisocial and putting down all the exciting plans i had for uk trip alr/jr started asking me alot of senseless qns abt nus med that i dunt know and can't care to know right now. have to get this mood back up b4 i go out tmr. then tmr will be fun. otherwise will just get damn hot and bored, and tt wont be fun rite.

someone said i was very forgiving. i guess tt's qt accurate. when sth happens and ppl have to pangseh me or do sthg "bad" to me, i always dismiss it, and just forget abt it. it takes alot for me to hold a grudge or 'mind' sthg. eg. today when i went to buy my bak chor mee, the uncle accidentally put too much soya sauce or some other thing, and was apologising profusely, and i was like smiley and even started chatting to him and his mum who were at the stall. haha they prob thot i was crazy. good and bad larh. sometimes i end up feeling neglected, cos like ppl think i dun mind so they just push me aside and pick me up as and when i feel like it. wunt say names. but yes. ohwells haha.
no pt bearing grudges right? :) haha. yay.
i shld go sleep early and wake up fresh and happy.

lin~*
10:07 pm