lavanderblues

Sunday, August 14, 2005

every so often i will lapse into my midnight bingeing sessions haha like tonight... 1/3 tub of water chestnut n redbean ice cream, one whole packet of almond biscuits (purely unintentionally), like maybe 12 waterbiscuits and brie cheese... goodness... hahaha..

but i really enjoy these sessions, though its a hell lot of work losing the weight i usually put on after that... hahaha... but worth it.. cos well apart from the times when i binge cos feeling depressed or whatever, these times when i just eat cos i want to, its mind numbingly comforting... and i feel so nice, full and satisfied after that... haha =) very nice =)

i'm definitely going to get ovarian cancer, either sooner or later.. must enjoy life before i have to suffer... hahaha.. its hereditary larh, and well mum had it, and so i have a super sky high chance of getting it too... an almost certainty. esp before i'm 30. better act fast if i want to have kids before i lose my ovaries and have to resort to artificial freeze-preservation of my oocytes, and thereafter IVF for conception if i want kids after i get cancer.. if i survive that is haha... =) thankfully ovarian cancer is one that's relatively high success rate in total remission.. which looks hopeful for me. =) haha...

medical sch is interesting.. definitely so... everyday i go back to my pretty pgp room infused with a new purpose to read and read and read, and study... hahaha... cos im quite excited abt the stuff i have to study and all! haha... tons and tons and tons of books already.. finally decided to get guyton today too.. another $80 gone. im gonna offset my cost for these by selling my sci textbooks... which i acquired last year (mcmurry's) and this year (biochem, molecular genetics) for chem S and my nus life sci courses respectively... anyone interested? fund-raising for medical textbooks here... =P haha...

and now i shall go to bed full and happy =) and wake up early and go to thomson for rotiprata breakfast =) haha... will go to the gym tmr too larh... will haf to work out the extra 1000kcals or so.. haha.. but the max ive been able to do in a single visit to the gym is 500.. ohwells.. working out is good! hee =)

oh yes and my dad decided to bring mum n me to dimsumdollies on wed on a whim! hahahah... so fun =) zhenjin said its good.. i hope so =)

lin~*
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