lavanderblues

Wednesday, July 12, 2006

well the past few days were rather exciting. stuff happened. yeps. watched the last 2 world cup matches at darryl's place, went blading the morning after, and today i had choir, followed by slacking in school and blading with mirriam after that. im just being really thankful and grateful for the friends ard me, who're supporting me and providing me with company, and distractions when im down. its just the nights like these, when sleep refuses to come, and my mind wanders. then the tears come, uncontrollably. till my lids grow heavy, the sobs quieten and i doze off into a fitful sleep. a brief lull into a false security that is shattered upon consciousness.

shall post photos then.

wenkien, my nice nice driver for the first night. =) somehow i managed to convince my parents to let me go darryl's place for world cup because he offered to pick me up and drop me home. and he drove all the way to my place to pick me, before driving back to his hse there to meet darryl and cel for supper at the nice mee sua stall near his place before the match. how sweet =) thankyou!

frankee jr, celene's new pet rabbit. its tremendously cute. esp the way it munches on the veggies darryl feeds it. poor thing had a sore on its paw though. infected and red and protruding. had to be brought to the vet by its doting parents. poor frankee jr.

darryl's cruel tee and frankee jr. who looks terrified at the prospect of being eaten. =S

with lawrence, selene, and sel's pri 5 cousin natalie. we were in her room because my dad bought durians for her family and i had to deliver it. went w lawrence. and we were just sitting there chatting.

gosh i miss him so. =(

this was the finals night alr. most of the photos are on wk's blog as i din take many. enming was my friendly driver for the night =) this is evelyn photowhoring with wenkien's camera, caught in the act! heehee. hwying n i were supporting france! screamed at zidane's folly, and willed the goalkeeper to save a penalty. alas it was not meant to be =(

met zj, ian, ai, and raymond the next morning. had brunch/lunch at macs before we set off. =) tv screen there was still showing soccer highlights.

we took turns teaching raymond how to blade, including the auntie frm the shop, who took pity and coached raymond thru his first steps and over his virgin hump. i love the shop auntie =)

aileen, raymond, zhenjin n me! ian took the pic =)

aileen, raymond n me =)

yay everyone in =)

me making a face at ian. ian the photo whore was taking pics of all of us because he was the only one confident of blading enough to take pics whilst on it. haha. zj and ai started chasing him ard to stop him frm taking pics after awhile. raymond n i just werent fast enough. =P

sweet sweet marcus who brought me out for famous duck rice for lunch today aft choir to cheer me up. it was really really yummy =)

went to sch aft lunch because was supposed to wait for li and mirri to go blading tog. din want to go home where i will simply hu si luan xiang and just spend the time moping ard and crying or sth. this is hwying in her fright night costume! the hat isnt hers but we put it on for dramatic effect =)

and with mirriam here. marcus, li, mirri n i were supposed to go blading at ecp this afternoon. which was an impromptu decision anw. but it was called off due to the rain and cos mirri reached sch only at like 4plus. but when i dropped mirri off, i decided to join her anw. we had a wonderful time blading to bedok jetty and back, feeling the nice sea breeze, talking abt everything, as the sun went down slowly. tremendously therapeutic. i felt much better aft that. thanks dear!

beautiful sky, as seen inland frm bedok jetty.

im tired of everything. im tired of crying. my lacrimal glands are dried up alr. i dont know what to think anymore. i cant sleep. i dont want to. why is everything so torturous?

lin~*
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