lavanderblues

Sunday, January 14, 2007

its been a long time since i last posted. had so many wonderful pictures to post. gorgeous memories of hanging out with him in the precious 3.5 weeks he had here. but all the xmas - newyr pics are all gone. disappeared into the depths of my hard disk, and i know neither how/why they disappeared, nor how to retrieve this precious pictorial collection of my memories back. so right now i've only got all my pictures frm jan 4 onwards. there is a gaping hole frm dec 19 till jan 3, too huge not to notice.

the hols were great, i spent almost all of it seeing him practically everyday, with the rare exceptions of meeting up with my sec sch babes and a few medicine xmas parties i think. prior to the horrible MB CAs (which didnt turn out too well, contrary to what some of you think - i dont know where you got ur sources frm), was alot of studying and hanging out w him; i also did an attachment at AH's a&e w dr. travers where i got to drain a buttock abscess - which was FREAKING COOL may i add, with loads of blood and pus, a very strong, kicking not-sleeping-when-he-shld-be-sedated young indian male patient (read: strong bangladeshi man in pain), and a dangerously close arsehole right next to your face when you're trying to debride the abscess cavity. hms there was also the few days right before the MB paper where i was v sick, and sleeping a lot, w my fever spiking at 39.2 or higher (at one pt the thermometer read 40.2, but we decided that it cldnt be that high, and it was just a wonky thermometer). oh yes, and there was the sunday brunch at prego just b4 MB w lawrence, even tho i was sick and had an exam the next day. the food was totally worth it. their pasta and tiramisus are fantastic.

aft the MB CA, there was the gg back to RJ to see mr yeo and mrs chan, movie "the wicker man" which had a great plot i felt, but some loose ends untied, dinner at menotti, kbox, the attempt to go sentosa tt failed because of the stupid relentless rain, farewell dinner at pariss w his family (dont go to pariss at marina sq!!!), stayover w him on the night of departure, and finally him leaving for pittsburgh in the wee hrs of sat morning. and there's the birthday party at yiuming's place for qiantai and renji today too!

as you can see i owe alot of photos, most of which contain lawrence, and they're all in my camera with wenkien at this v moment - i hope he's taking gooooooood care of it. =P

so now tt he's gone again, its back to the days of studying, waking up at 6am to talk to him, constant checking of my hp during lectures and skype dates again.

you dont know how much i hate skype. i need it sooo much, yet i hate it when im so dependent on it to stay in contact w him. it feels like such a superficial rship using skype. sighs. better than nthg i guess.

hms wondering if i shld go do a good deed right now. *ponders*

lin~*
8:49 pm