lavanderblues

Sunday, January 23, 2005

bored stiff.

haiyah. bored stiff.
should start looking for stuff to do in london when i get there. any recommendations on good, cheap places to go? haha. shall be going on this budget trip w my mum, for the imperial interview. ohwells.

i was just reading baorong's blog, and her disappointment at getting rejected by cambridge. and i remember how much i really really really wanted to get in too. last year b4 prelims, i spent nights when i shld have been studying, reading stuff on cambridge, surroundings, staring transfixed at the screen, wishing, just wishing that i'd get in... wanted much more than she did to go there. budden when i got the letter tt told me i got rejected after the pool, i felt nothing. no pang of remorse, no twinge of disappointment, no nothing. so i wonder, was it the excitement of going to imperial interview that masked the pain, or did i even want to go there in the first place? haha hmmz. maybe i'll actually feel it when i get there, cos going to take one day to visit cambridge, tour courtesy of herman haha who's promised to take me around, try punting and everything yay. then i'll actually see everything that i missed haiyah.

ohwells. this wkend was spent getting into the cny mood. went to chinatown on friday, walked everywhere, saw loads of stuff, ate everything, super fun i tell you haha. and yest went to the food fair at taka and bought dragon beard candy, and tried all the samples. today went to the row of flowergardens at thomson there, notably far east flora, and had fun seeing all the new year plants too. yeah. will probably be baking new year cookies next wkend yeps.

granny going for a minor op on wed/thurs. some of the relatives coming down. good for them to come down and show some concern for their mum when they dunt bother to do so usually, but bad for me cos i dun really like them around. haiyah.
i guess there's nothing wrong with them, just that they're so hypocritical and fake, and so mcp tt the guys just sit around waiting to be served. even some of the aunties just laze around yelling for stuff thinking they're in some free holiday chalet cos we've got a maid and they dunt. that irritates me to the core larh. my mum and i get treated like maids too, expected to wait on them hand and foot. oh wells.
if i get some mcp husband who sits around expecting me to just serve him day and night even after a hard long day of work for me, i'll just divorce immediately man. forget it lor, i'm so not going to do tt.

geez i do sound like im in a bad mood, haha but i'm not.

lin~*
8:54 pm