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Saturday, February 05, 2005

sad :(

so saddening. i'm not allowed to go sailing with my dear on his birthday?!??!? hai. they're probably afraid i'll plop off the boat and drown or sthg. gah. ohwells. in case they forgot i actually can swim! haha. ohwells.
maybe when i become a parent someday i'll be liddat too, so cannot hate mine too much. haha.


there's this interesting thing abt me lately, i go around and i see adorable little kids, (which is quite often since i'm at assisi and all), and wish i had one of my own hahaha.
it looks great to be a mum... your kids trust and love and believe you implicitly. you are the world to them. you love, cultivate and protect them. they're like an empty slate on which you can form a perfect new human being. then you let them go and roam free once they're old enough.
too early dear. too early. yes.

muahahha. too much stuff going has addled my brain lots man.
*shudder*

housewifely-motherly instincts showing through?
NEVER!

i have dreams and ambitions of my own to fulfil. what's the pt of my parents having brought me up to have all these lofty ideals when suddenly all i want to do is raise a family? muahaha sounds like a fruitless cycle then. cos if everyone grew up to just have babies and a family, then where are all the brilliant doctors, engineers, and whatnot other professions to hold up the world and make it a better place?
yes.

byebye, shall go off and continue slacking, guzzling on cookies and pineapple tarts, get fat, and dream about cute little children.
oh yes, sidenote i'm damn proud of myself, lost weight last year, and more than mantained it still! haha woohooness! still, sneaking suspicion that its all gonna go after cny. hai


lin~*
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