lavanderblues

Thursday, March 31, 2005

ewww

all this eating has resulted in undesired weight gain! haha.. yuckyuck every girl's worst nightmare! somehow im in tandem about it... cos when i eat, then im like k yes im prob too skinny must eat more plus anyhow the food is good so eat. hahaha. then eat alr? gain weight. then i'll be like yuckyuckyuck dun want to gain then lose it off again. then i'll go eat, and lose and eat, and lose... hahaha. thankgoodness its all in a margin of about 2kg. haha so it isnt that bad larh...

dance dance dance.. alumni dance is turning out... HMM i duno how to describe haha.. its alot of mishmash right now, and ideas are unclear. ppl know what they want to be like but havent choreoed the steps. meiqi and i choreoed the steps but dunno what we want to be like. so confusing. i hope it all comes together. and pointe? haha i cant dance properly! cant go on pointe after about half the swan lake part... my shoes are either too soft, or my feet have weakened considerably. i think its the former. howhowhow? should i get new shoes for dance night which is in 1mth, or shld i just pia and kill my legs? i prob wun use them again, and pointe shoes are horribly ex, like about $60-70 after you factor in all the ribbons, the crochet pads etc. if dun have crochet pads then have to get felt, which brings total cost up to almost $100. worth it? i dunno man dunno dunno dunno. howhowhow?

and im really really happy for lawrence... with his US uni reply... cornell! wow! :) pro-ness!

lin~*
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